没人预料到的一天~~~

今天终于知道面子书的利害了。。。 无论你在哪里都能很快地收到另一端的消息。。。传的速度也快得很。。。这也是第一次觉得逗留在面子书一点都不舒服，是非多的很。

知道这么一回事的时候，哇塞我很清楚的听见自己的心跳扑通扑通的跳！真个人呆着感觉没了。。。好像很不实际的感觉！不可能的感觉。。可是心还是扑通扑通的跳。。。很快地就拿起电话去问清楚。确定了，是的，真的，自己感觉很难接受。。。原本上一秒很开心明天考完最后一张纸就去疯狂party。。。感觉没了。天啊，好好的为什么这样。心很痛。。。为他父亲感到很痛，父亲的痛可能比我想象的千倍痛，一路以来都很关心他，就这样说走就走。。。 到现在的我感觉好像不是真的，或许我离那里太原了。。。

真个下午近量让自己读书，很自然的头脑又扯回这件事，眼泪又在流。。。从辅导室出来就跳，越想越觉得他一定受了什么委屈不可能说跳就跳的！当一个人真的要做这个决定一定是想过了很久才会有举动的！多希望现在的我在马来西亚。。。因为家人不要我担心因为要考试所以不让我知道，可是面子书太强了。。。 强到什么人是不是都在哈拉。。。当然我不能阻止这一切因为大家都有言论自由嘛， 看的我心好痛，好想报不平可是没办法。。。 那些话多么的可怕。。。 希望亲人们不会看见要不然会更悲伤。。

他是什么人我知道！那些胡乱说胡乱猜测的人根本就不认识他！或许我是冲动可是我肯定他会那么做的想法是受不公平的对待。。。 现在心情还不只所措不过开始能冷静的思考。。。

希望现在在他们身边的亲人要好好安慰他们，切实是不可思议但好事要面对。

* Lastly, zheng zheng hope you may rest in peace. It's hard for me to really accept the truth that you are no longer with us anymore because is so unreal, yea unreal really find it unreal because it shouldn't happen. you will forever be in our mind now.* Hope that uncle and family will walk this through, yes it will be hard but you all have to walk to through it...

This is the day, my unreal day, the day I wish it doesn't exist...really felt hurt and sad deep down the heart.

He is my Superman~~~ 我最爱的超人。。。

小时候功课不会做第一个就是叫爸爸,

小时候最怕牙齿掉不敢自己拔结果第一个叫的就是爸爸，

在家里什么电器水龙头出问题第一个叫的就是爸爸，

我电脑出问题了第一个叫的也是爸爸，

遇到电脑问题自然反应又叫爸爸，

叛逆时期常爱扫夜街第一个问就是爸爸因为到最后会让我去，

好啦出夜街三更半夜归家等我门的是爸爸，

钱不够用第一个也是找爸爸，

基本上我有什么问题要解决都可以找爸爸，因为他是我超人。。。

好啦，出国念书去了就想到不能时时都爸爸上爸爸下。。。

开始要学会自己来。。。

不过现在还能随时叫爸爸。。。为什么呢?

因为天天都跟爸爸skype...

现在有烦恼也是叫爸爸，只差在现在他在另一端帮我解决难题。。

现在在课业上有压力也叫爸爸，他会帮我分担，让我发发牢骚。。。

无论多夜多累，爸爸知道另一端的女儿在等他，他也会抽时间skype一下。。。

看见女儿不开心就会唱唱歌斗她笑。。。他简直就是超人！

开始还以为我独自去念书很多事情要自己面对，不过很庆幸到头来爸爸还是在陪我度过。。。

他每天一点的关心加鼓励，让我告诉自己要坚强勇敢面对这里一切的难题。。。

拥有这个超人我是多么的幸运啊！

爸爸为我付出了好多好多。。。数也数不清。。。

我能做的就是继续好好对待这位超人。。。嘻嘻。。

对不起，暂时超人不可以退休。。。因为我还很需要超人爸爸每天的鼓励和安慰！

希望爸爸健康快乐！太爱我爸爸了！=）

The Bumpy Journey to Yorke Peninsula June2011

*dust dust * haha seems like I have not been actively working on blog lately... well, busy with assignmentsss and some major nightmare happened to me that freaked me out like no body's business >.< Im thankful that it all ends now .... hope I wont be that unlucky anymore ....

Well, come back come back... Im suppose to share moments that are great in my life time here! hehe.... Again life here is so far so good, it will be great if I have a group of playful kaki to play with ... anyhow, it was a long weekend last week and housemate decided to bring aunty and me to Yorke Peninsula. Awesome place where it was located along the sea side area.... *my fav* hehe... 4 hours journey and bumpy roads to the sea side with a toyata car ... *will be awesome if it was a 4WD*

Before we were in Yorke Peninsula, we dropped by the road side where there were IMUs around ~~~ hahah looks like ostrich ...

1st stop : the National Park where you can have a view down the sea ~~~ awesome !! there was bridge for people to go fishing .... I would really want to try fishing one day here ... looks awesome to me and I think I will enjoy moment like this ! =) the sea water was pretty too~~~

thThe 3 kaki Trip ~~ and Im the 60, 30, 20 ... Im the youngest and the energetic one but then yea... going a trip with elderly is a bit slow motion and I have got no time to spend near the sea side >.<

The view up the little hill .... fresh air, awesome view .... amazing =)

Then, we went through another bumpy road to the light house =) nothing much but you can see the curvy lines and hills with the sea along ~~~ will never see this back in Malaysia I guess =)

Then, we went to Dolphine Bay for a short picnic rest =) Sunny winter .... how I wish I have extra clothes with me so that I can dip myself in the beautiful sea !!

See... there were people fishing there as well ... =) I enjoyed the view here a lot .... the sound of the wave and the colorful scene in front of you .... =) lovely

Reminds me of my gang of friends back in Kajang when we were the ones that enjoy beach time together very much ~~~ they were in my mind when I was at the sea side relaxing ... how I wish they were along with me in the sea side =)

The journey continued to another destination....

The Daly Head ~~~ wasn't sure what will be in the place at 1st where we went through almost 20mins of bumpy road ~~ once we reached .... I was amazed by the view here!! felt OMG where cant believe myself will have a chance to look at this place .... was really awesome when the whole picture is in your eyes!!

can you imagine when is summer time !! OMG !~~ wanted to get down there for a walk but yea again... elderly ones don't really prefer walking along the sea side and there ends my journey for the day .... I would say is a waste that I did not take a walk there but I think I will come back again .... =) I will if I can because this is an amazing place ever I have visited !! =)

Finals is coming very soon and then here comes holiday!! hehe ... will try my best in the exam ! gambateh!!!! =)