Sunday, February 27, 2011

The one that I think about today

*phiew* ... 10 days passed ... I'm here in Adelaide for 10 days already ... am I enjoying here? hmm.... certain moments I would say ... definitely not the time from 8pm to 10pm here ... during this time while Im online, no one will be around online this time in Malaysia coz is around 5 to 7pm ... the hardest thing is to wait for daddy and mummy to on skype ... you will never know how much I miss them !! T.T

Its still summer here, is humid here... maybe when autumn comes I will explore around and see if I can find something interesting here ... still in adaptation process, kinda hard but I will try my best to fit in the life here =)

Its Sunday today and I stayed at home the whole day chilling due to the shinny sun out there + have not meet with uni friends yet ... *maybe when I have a group of uni friends, might be hanging out with them during weekend instaed of staying at home* manage to skype with the family during noon too =) I miss them so so much ...

Well the person that I think a lot today is my daddy ... don't know why ... maybe simply because tomorrow is his birthday and I think this is the 1st ever time I couldn't celebrate with him ... T.T
Seriously, you will never appreciate one until you are far away from them. Really miss him so much ...



Miss the time talking with him, playing with him ... my daddy is really my super dad ! =) tears feel like dropping while skype'ing with them this afternoon with no reason ... >.<
Anyhow I just want to let the world know I love my daddy very much !! he is the best ! hehehe.... hope he will have fun on his birthday, always stay healthy and strong ! oh ya ... earn more money for me to spend ... *bad daughter* hahaha.... I think my family is celebrating with him now since is Sunday today =) enjoy daddy!! muackz !! =)

Well~~~ is time to stay back strong ... Want to find the me back soon =) give me a month time to get used to the life here, I promise I will be fine =) definitely will ! thanks to everyone that encourage me to move forward =) really appreciate the moment you all lecturing me =) thank you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BA !! =) ALL THE BEST AND KEEP OUR SKYPE'ing ACTIVITY EVERYDAY Till IM BACK! haha I wish =)
LOVE my daddy very much =)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

I miss Home ~~~~

*clap hands* I survived in here for 1 week now .... *phiew* kinda hard, but still I have to do it. Well... I miss everything in Malaysia now especially my home >.< In here, my night activity will be sitting in front of the computer in the room. How I wish I can be at my own home.... sitting in the living room with family, watching tv, chatting with them like what I used to do at home >.< I miss daddy and mummy so so much!!

Seriously... I never regret to study in UNISA so far ... but I regretted to come here by myself >.< how I wish I can bring everything over here >.< *nonsense* yea I know ... just feel like telling what's running in my mind >.< I have a long way to go now and know that I have to overcome it ... hope when uni starts everything will change ... for whoever that plan to study overseas.. make sure you go with friends!!! >.<

In where I stay now, its consider lucky that I can access to internet ... hehe thanks to the housemate here .... hahaha... with internet, skype'ing with the family is my daily activity that I couldn't miss... home oh home ... i want to go home badly >.<
It really drives me crazy every time I think about my home, my family and my friends!! I miss yam cha session now ... >.<

* I wish Adelaide is just 1hour journey from Malaysia where I get to go home every weekend like my sister * >.< cry cry cry ~~~~ is alright ... night time is always my emo time before daddy and mummy on their skype .... SOON~~ I hope I will overcome it! cheersssss .....

Saturday, February 19, 2011

The beginning of the life in Adelaide

I'm back to blog again ~~~ this time I think I will always update myself here due to the boring life in Adelaide >.< I don't know if it will change when I started my class and meet with friends... but for know I really felt lonely here and wanting to go home badly.

Well, this is the 3rd day in Adelaide and its a Saturday =) Boring Saturday morning... feel like having fun with the house mate but they are still in the dreamland >.< *phiew* my Saturday ~~~~ no choice but to just wait =)

Home sick home sick home sick >.< I miss home badly ... realized that staying with my family is the best choice XD no need to do laundry ... in here I have to do it myself and there is not a problem actually... but the problem is there is no SUN here ...>.< how am I going to dry my cloths >.< well Im still figuring out how to solve this problem ...

Okay, next the house that I stay is in the suburb where is out of the city >.< well of course there are pros and cons. Good thing is that the air here is very fresh and cooling =) bad thing is I need to take a bus in order for me to get into the city. hmm... yea the buses here are on time and frequent but I'm still new here and do not have the courage yet to explore down to the city. well maybe someday ... hehehe ...

I started to miss my family, my friends, my home, my bed, my teddy bears and Malaysia !! is only 3 days and Im already counting down the days back to Malaysia ... sounds stupid but yea I got nothing to do NOW and so the lonely feelings will pop out every moment ... Soon when i start my class hope it will all change =) I want life that is interesting and exciting in Adelaide !! the life that I always wanted before I leaving Malaysia !

hehe... heard some footsteps and door slamming out there ~~~ someone is awake and pls pls pls ... give a happy Saturday pls ...=)

** will share some pictures soon ... in current mood, there is no mood to take the baby around and snap snap snap yet ... XD

Will try my best to live happily as what I wish and friends & family always wanted me to be. =) Thank you to everyone that giving me the courage to move forward =)