Are You Ready??

Tik tok tik tok ~~~~ Here comes March 2012 and after struggling from some hard time making my own decision about my future, I somehow now made a little decision of what I am going to do next.

Yeap, No more studies this year since I am not the 15 among the 70 applicants in Counselling and Psychotherapy course. Disappointed? Hmm... Yes and No but more on Yes I guess... I actually did think about what I am going to be whether I can get through or not where I think is just find no matter where I will be ending up doing... However, I do feel disappointed when I get to know that I couldn't get into the course... The feeling was like is going to end at that moment. Well, I can do nothing but to continue with my life. Might plan to study again next year ~~ Maybe...

I can tell that one of the reason that I feel that disappointed is all because I will be missing my friends and anuty in Adelaide ~~ >.< They are really important to be where I only realised this when I am back in Malaysia. They really care about me a lot, I know ... feel really sad when I know I couldn't make it to the course knowing that I will not be able to spend another 4 seasons with them in Adelaide... I really do like Australia, I mean the living style as well as the friends there although I find us as Asians are hard to survive there ~~ well never mind, I will need sometime to re-think about my studies in the coming year.

Now ~~ I really can't wait to get back to Adelaide soon for my graduation ~~ yeah ~ I am now a big girl ~~ hahaha ~~ can't wait to spend the 3 weeks with all my honeys back in Adelaide ~~ really do hope time will move slowly when I am there... I even give up my free trip to Melbourne with my parents ok just to spend the 3 weeks with all of them ~~

LIFE ~~ I am somehow lost in somewhere but I know I got to move through it. Well, I will be starting my job when I am back from Adelaide, hopefully... Hmm ... sounds like is going to be a hard start but I think it will be fine as long as I enjoy what I am going to do soon. =) Another little achievement, I have registered myself into Play Therapy course ! weeeeee ~~~ that's what I have been planning to do all this while ~~ Hope it will be fun and useful in the future for me =)

Well ... Have been wasting time playing , eating , thinking about un-settle things for sometime already and I think is really about time get myself back on track huh ~~ it takes time for sure and yes! I believe that i will make it through well ~~ hehehe ~~

* I got to paint my life back into the colourful world * =)