Are You Ready??

Tik tok tik tok ~~~~ Here comes March 2012 and after struggling from some hard time making my own decision about my future, I somehow now made a little decision of what I am going to do next.

Yeap, No more studies this year since I am not the 15 among the 70 applicants in Counselling and Psychotherapy course. Disappointed? Hmm... Yes and No but more on Yes I guess... I actually did think about what I am going to be whether I can get through or not where I think is just find no matter where I will be ending up doing... However, I do feel disappointed when I get to know that I couldn't get into the course... The feeling was like is going to end at that moment. Well, I can do nothing but to continue with my life. Might plan to study again next year ~~ Maybe...

I can tell that one of the reason that I feel that disappointed is all because I will be missing my friends and anuty in Adelaide ~~ >.< They are really important to be where I only realised this when I am back in Malaysia. They really care about me a lot, I know ... feel really sad when I know I couldn't make it to the course knowing that I will not be able to spend another 4 seasons with them in Adelaide... I really do like Australia, I mean the living style as well as the friends there although I find us as Asians are hard to survive there ~~ well never mind, I will need sometime to re-think about my studies in the coming year.

Now ~~ I really can't wait to get back to Adelaide soon for my graduation ~~ yeah ~ I am now a big girl ~~ hahaha ~~ can't wait to spend the 3 weeks with all my honeys back in Adelaide ~~ really do hope time will move slowly when I am there... I even give up my free trip to Melbourne with my parents ok just to spend the 3 weeks with all of them ~~

LIFE ~~ I am somehow lost in somewhere but I know I got to move through it. Well, I will be starting my job when I am back from Adelaide, hopefully... Hmm ... sounds like is going to be a hard start but I think it will be fine as long as I enjoy what I am going to do soon. =) Another little achievement, I have registered myself into Play Therapy course ! weeeeee ~~~ that's what I have been planning to do all this while ~~ Hope it will be fun and useful in the future for me =)

Well ... Have been wasting time playing , eating , thinking about un-settle things for sometime already and I think is really about time get myself back on track huh ~~ it takes time for sure and yes! I believe that i will make it through well ~~ hehehe ~~

* I got to paint my life back into the colourful world * =)

Lesson Learnt Today ~~

你对自己好，就会变得更出色，在别人眼里，就更有价值。

而你对别人付出太多，自己就会变得更薄弱，你的利用价值完了，也就完了。

所以，别老想着取悦别人，你越在乎别人，就越卑微。

只有取悦自己，并让别人来取悦你，才会令你更有价值。

一辈子不长…对自己好点~~~~ =)

Life~~

有时候想找人说说话, 于是一遍遍翻看手机里的电话簿, 却不知道可以给谁发个短信或打个电话, 最后还是按下了“清除”.. 其实很想找个人倾诉一下, 却又不知从何说起, 最终的最终是什么也不说, 告诉自己, 明天就好了 ~~~

心情预测站~~

雨水落下来是因为天空无法承受它的重量，眼泪掉下来是因为心再也无法承受那样的伤痛~~~~~~~~

The 11/11/11 Day ~~~

11/11/11 did you spend well ?? it only happens once per 100 years ~~~ awesome right ?! hehehe .... I'm a November baby and yea of coz I will say thisis an awesome day coz is all about the number 11 ~~~~ =)

Well ~~~ it turns to be even GREAT where My super Idol Jay Chou releasing his 11th Album on the same day As well !!!! Was freaking Hyper yesterday night listening to all his songs !!! =) He is just so talented that makes me go crazy about his music !! hehehehe .... The interesting is that this is his 11th Album since he became a singer for 11th years and there are 11 songs in the album + releasing it on the 11/11/11 !! how awesome !! hahahahah !!! OMG !!! Im freaking happy and satisfy with this album ! so cheerful and cute !

have been listening to this album again and again for the day which makes my 11/11/11 feels good although I'm struggling studying for my finals ~~~ hahaha .... told myself to make sure that 11/11/11 will be a happy day that makes me smile all day long joyfully .... but somehow some thoughts did bother me out of my control ~~~ what to do ~~~ I gotto face it all !! *hiak* sometimes I think I meant to be stupid since I was born ~~~ funny thoughts right ? hahaha XD

11th Album ~~~ 11/11/11 (exclamation Mark is the tittle of the Album )

Heeeeeeeeheee .... The "mine mine" song music video ~~~ awesome piano with the J around .... always like all the piano's designs that he owns ~~~ =)

Another music video with creative thinking !! sailor theme ~~ a must watch video because is super duper CUTE !! =)

*叫我 水手 Oh oh come on come on baby
美人魚勾引我這招 卑鄙
Oh喊我 水手 Oh oh come on come on honey
我喜歡你勝過Money*

Awesome him ! =) He will be another legend of the world in the future for sure !! =) Without him in the music industry, I dont think we have such a great music today ~~ wohooo !! I love you ! =)

Hahahah ~~~ I think I am already poisoned by his talent ~~~ hahaha has been repeating the ablum for the whole day without have a boring feel ~~~ so soothing and enjoying =) His songs will always be my remedy ! =)

Port Nourlanga get away before examsss ~~ 031111

Yea!!! another seaside day ! I'm seriously loving it but now "tan" like hell ~~~ >.< still I enjoy the seaside ! XD this time ~~~ we went to port Nourlanga beach !! awesome day awesome sun awesome day! =)

This time, we have 8 dudes on the trip ! nice trip ! weather is perfect!

The 4 besties ! =) love them all !! hehehehehe ....

Random picture always looks good huh~~~ we are the insane ppl ~~ XD

Look at the sky !!! awesome to the MAX! =)

Myrill the crazy girl ~~~ hahaha 1st time spending time with her at the seaside ! awesome ! more to come after examsss !! =)

Sky, Sea, Sand & ME ! I'm a seaside lover ~~~ =)

Here comes another crazy girl !! Ally !! hahaha so much fun la whenever she is around .... =)

Dating at the seaside is really an awesome idea ~~~ XD

They had so much fun dipping in the sea water !! XD

The Group picture of the day !! =) awesome trip =)

My devil buddy ~~~ Angel !! hahaha XD

hahahah!! Julian must be very happy !! XD

Ally relax"ing under the sand ~~~ wohooo ~~~ XD

And~~~~ Julian next ! XD

My awesome buddies !! =) love you both !! hehehe =)

WE enjoy the SUN so much !! =)

Time to eat after the active session =) heheheh !! *fish and chips* awesome !! =)

Awesome trip !!=) although there were some uncomfortable moment there but we can't do anything but to just accept ~~~ forgive is the best way to make yourself happpy isn't it ? =) hehehe ... I'm looking forward to more trips after examss !! for now ~~ FOCUS ~~~ study !! =)

The Early Celebration 281011 @ skycity casino

Congratz !! Exam on my Birthday happens again this year ~~~~ >.< 2011 the year where I am going to celebrate my birthday outside Malaysia the 1st time ... ... really thought that the birthday this year is gonna be simple and easy ~~~

HOwever, I am grateful to have aunty with me throughout this year and she got me a very nice offer in the casino to have an awesome buffet for my birthday! since is a special offer, instead of following the western style (AA style) I decided to treat my friends a meal =) due to the freaking exams, i had the celebration with them earlier .... XD invited few friends as well as some aunties that are close to me to have a simple lunch together =)

$5 per person for awesome lunch buffet !!! what an awesome deal I have got ! =)

My 2 besties ~~~ =) they are awesome ! =) will never forget the happiness that they brought me throughout my AUS life =)

the male guests ~~~ hahaha !! they are funny !! XD

Girls ~~ say *cheessss * =) my awesome girly frens =)

*wohoooo* these are the HELP people man !! hahahah ~~~ =)

My Adelaide chapter will not be that awesome without these buddies !! =)

Ally and Christine ! =) xoxoxoxox they are both awesome !! =)

Thanks people !!! you all made my day although it wasn't my real birthday !! =)

*sing K session * hahahaa ~~~ was fun but I still prefer Malaysia's K room ! XD

*phiew* finally done with all the assignmentssss and now time to prepare for the finalssss .... time really flies ~~~ soon is end of the year and is time to meet my lovely family and buddies bcak in Malaysia real SOON !!! miss you all very much and take care ! =)