"Ding dong" it has been a while I did not blog eh ~~ haha lazy betul ~~~~ well ... time pass so fast eh, another 4months I'll be going back to Malaysia.... =) miss everyone so badly >.<
Well, have been recently figuring out what is running in my head... I do feel lost sometimes as if I have lost my map and can't recon my way ahead.. was really unmotivated weeks ago, don't feel like moving on. Sounds scary right >.< but then I actually realized that it's actually a life cycle where most of us will have to face it in any point of life. For me, Life is somehow like a ferry wheel, it will keep rotation from up to down... from down to up ~~~~ when we are down, we will feel lost and unmotivated maybe even feel helpless but you must know that it will only last for a while because it will soon turn up again... when you are on top of the ferry wheel, that's the time where you feel motivated to do things and even feel positive to face everything. Isn't life interesting??!!
Hmm... my ferry wheel is now begin to rotate up and I am trying my best to deal things with a positive thoughts. But for now, my mind is still in a mess ~~~ hahaha ... a lot of thoughts running around yet I don't have the full motivation to go for it. Sounds like I am a "laoya" girl huh?? .... I think I am now ~~ but when I reach the top of the ferry wheel I should be fine then ~~~ SOmetimes things won't work out the way we want to but do remember you still have to face it and figure out another way instead =)
Hehehehe ~~~ hope I will be able to get back on the track ASAP =) really miss the Happy Go Luck me years ago where I don't need to bother about anything else other than where to play and eat and have fun =) hahaha *guess I am old now~~~ suddenly miss the young me * hahahha... *hiak* time to add some oil and work things out !!!!!!! *fighting * !!! =)